We are in so much trouble....I was on myspace this morning updating pics on my new nephew Brady(pics to come) and my profile song came on. She immediately says is that your boyfriend singing this song. I won't try to explain but basically her daddy and me had a conversation and no i don't have a boyfriend!!!!I told her i dont have a boyfriend only daddy is my boyfriend.
I have already forgot exactly how she went from having a boyfreind to sex but she did...She says did you have sex.....i am like what?????????? I about had a cow...my first reaction was how do you know what sex is????? Then again daddy lets her watch family guy....enough said about that!!! She proceeds to tell me that she really does know what it means. As i tell her sex is something kids shouldn't know about and only mommy and daddy's should know about. But then i am curious because obviously we have sex and what if she walked in and we didn't know or maybe she saw something on tv...i wanted to see just what she knew.
She giggles her evil little giggle and gives me the look like really mom i know!! Then she says they bite each other..well not really she says!! Okay that is interesting...tell me more...then she shows me this face immitating a french kiss and says maybe they aren't exactly biting each other...but she is using her whole body to show me....O'boy!!! I figure no more Soap Opera's while she is home and i will be very select on the tv shows/movies she watches....we are in soooo much trouble!!For now we are safe..sex just means a french kiss...i just hope it stays that way for a long, long time!!!
Showing posts with label children. Show all posts
Showing posts with label children. Show all posts
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Friday, September 12, 2008
2 weeks down, 14 to go!!
I have decided to start a countdown to school being out for the semester. I have been so overwhelmed by the amount of homework and reading, i am reassuried just to know another week has passed, i am still alive!!
With the next two months being jam packed with numerous activities. Every weekend has at least one or two things going on. Normally it is Jason doing things but the next two months it is all me! I feel almost guilty having him home with the kids so much..but really how is that different that me being home with the kids?? It isn't!! Then again that is what i am used to. I already miss my kiddos so much.
Hailey went to my moms for the weekend and i miss her..i mean i reall really miss her...i haven't really seen her all week. I haven't just sat down and read to her for two weeks or even just relaxed with her. Maybe that is why this weekend will be so special for her. Grandma always makes time for the little things. She gives her lots of one on one! Hailey needs it...she has been begging for attention but i can't get behind on school this early in the game! It has to be 100% or nothing at all. I have invested so much already... for the nothing at all route!
Someday hailey will understand all i have sacrificed..and maybe even what she has missed out on...just to make our future brighter. I hope she sees that this will make our life easier in the future. It will give me a better paying career that will give me the opportunity to spend more time with her. We can take family vacations and she can take lessons in whatever she wants! One more year of sacrifice is so little in the grand scheme of things. I am sure to her it is a lifetime of waiting. Normally i am so good at stoping what i am doing and just spending some time with her but lately it has been limited.
I have been just grabing her after school and cuddlingher for a minute and telling her just how much i love her. I want her to know how important she is to me. I have tried to explain my reasoning for being so busy but how much really stays with a 5 year old! I am unsure. I just count down the days and weeks and pray for every day off and break to spend with my husband and children to love and cuddle them. I want them to know how much i appreciate their support through my crazy school life!
With the next two months being jam packed with numerous activities. Every weekend has at least one or two things going on. Normally it is Jason doing things but the next two months it is all me! I feel almost guilty having him home with the kids so much..but really how is that different that me being home with the kids?? It isn't!! Then again that is what i am used to. I already miss my kiddos so much.
Hailey went to my moms for the weekend and i miss her..i mean i reall really miss her...i haven't really seen her all week. I haven't just sat down and read to her for two weeks or even just relaxed with her. Maybe that is why this weekend will be so special for her. Grandma always makes time for the little things. She gives her lots of one on one! Hailey needs it...she has been begging for attention but i can't get behind on school this early in the game! It has to be 100% or nothing at all. I have invested so much already... for the nothing at all route!
Someday hailey will understand all i have sacrificed..and maybe even what she has missed out on...just to make our future brighter. I hope she sees that this will make our life easier in the future. It will give me a better paying career that will give me the opportunity to spend more time with her. We can take family vacations and she can take lessons in whatever she wants! One more year of sacrifice is so little in the grand scheme of things. I am sure to her it is a lifetime of waiting. Normally i am so good at stoping what i am doing and just spending some time with her but lately it has been limited.
I have been just grabing her after school and cuddlingher for a minute and telling her just how much i love her. I want her to know how important she is to me. I have tried to explain my reasoning for being so busy but how much really stays with a 5 year old! I am unsure. I just count down the days and weeks and pray for every day off and break to spend with my husband and children to love and cuddle them. I want them to know how much i appreciate their support through my crazy school life!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Exaustion and random tidbits of life without my hubby
Wow, it has been a long couple of days with Jason out of town(he's been gone since early wednesday morning and won't be back until tomorrow aftenoon or evening). I have had to work everyday and hailey has had school all week. Amazing how that alone can add so much extra work into your day. Not having him here to help with bathes, dinner, or just to keep one of them occupied is sooo hard. I can't imagine how people make it as single parents...i need help!!!
Grant had shots on Thursday and is getting two or three top teeth in(that would give him 5 total teeth). At least one popped through today(thank God)!!!! He has been a bear, barely eating and fussy. His sleep pattern is way off. He is taking cat naps during the day(no more two hour naps) and at night he has been waking up like every hour or two and occassionally is unconsolable for 15-20 minute jags ); I have been trying oragel($7.00-rediculous), ice, and everything else to entertain him or console him but nothing seems to help. It has been rough..i have gotten about three-five hours of sleep every night! I need a good night sleep so badly!
Then my mom had a friend of the family pass away and she needed to make most of the food for 75 people(for the church dinner after the funeral)with only 1 days notice. So i volunteered to do the desserts and with my sister-in-law/best friend Tajee we spent all friday night baking desserts, 3 cakes, 2 brownies, vanilla pudding...then frosting it all and making it presentable! I am still doing dishes from it! hehe...but it was all worth it because they said everything was wonderfully done and went smothly.
Then today we had to get hailey's hair cut(so cute) and we went to the zoo to visit the new amazonia. I went a couple of weeks ago but it is so cool we wanted to go again. Also Tajee and Jasmine hadn't been to the Amazonia part yet. It was nice but very, very, very tiring (o'yeah and HOT!!!)to walk and push both kids in the stroller. We added up the total weight with everything and it is about 150 lbs to lug around. The hills are killer and having the new entrance at the back side of the zoo it is a much longer day! My feet and back are killing me, but it was a great workout. I should go weekly and use it as a weigh loss trick. Luckily it seemed to wear hailey out because she is asleep(finally)..she was a big pain in my booty today....her attitude flaired up and i almost lost it...well maybe i did a couple of times....woops....so hopefully she will be rested for tomorrow and not such a crab.
I have to work Nursery at church in the morning so we have to be there by 8:00. That means i need to get them feed and ready by at least 6 am....and then we won't be done until 12:00. Luckily we are eating lunch at my mom's tomorrow and having left overs from the funeral so no cooking..then hopefully i can sit and relax for awhile....Or not!!
I have gotten a great deal accomplished above and beyond all of this..somehow i drastically cleaned out Jason's side of the closet...i think he had clothes in there from high school.....I have two very large boxes filled with clothes and his closet totally organized. It looks so good!! Hopefully he will be happy i did it..you never know with men..he hates when i move his stuff. I am constantly organizing(or as he puts it moving things to unknown places-hehe). Also our room has been decluttered and lots of the boxes have been filled to get ready for moving.
Then Tajee brought me a butt load of clothes for the kids. It was so sosososososososo sweet! I love her! I had bought most of Grant's wardrobe for this winter in Edinberg last year but still needed quite a bit of everyday stuff and she brougth me a wardrobe fit for a king. Basically his dresser is now overflowing...wow!! The only thing i still need for him are socks and a couple of nice t-shirts/long or short sleeve from Gap or somewhere to fill in the gaps. Then a jacket, mittens, hat..but she said she probably has all that also. It is nice to have someone to pass clothes down to me instead of me being the one giving our stuff away.
Then hailey got alot of stuff also. She still needs sooo much stuff since she is in school and needs a hefty wardrobe but basically all her jeans and sweaters are bought. Now i can focus on the cute outfits from gymboree or gap..so excited, i love to shop. But then again she also needs a new shoe wardrobe..boots, t-shoes, mary janes, black/brown dress shoes..ect. and a winter coat, hat, gloves! I am excited! Her closet/drawers and grant's are totally clean, decluttered, and old/small clothes have been removed! They are still overflowing but i like it that way! She also needs big bows.....lots of them in every color. I need to find a new store that sells them. Does anyone know a good place to get them? Most of the stores i have previously bought them from have closed down. Maybe i will buy them online this time..i am going to get off here and go check out ebay..another one of the things that is horribly addicting...
o'yeah..hailey organized her own underwear and sock drawer..color coded them and all in rows just like i have everything else. I was so proud of her. Maybe my kid's can be neat freaks like me....i love it! Another thing that make sme love my darling pain in the booty daughter!
Grant had shots on Thursday and is getting two or three top teeth in(that would give him 5 total teeth). At least one popped through today(thank God)!!!! He has been a bear, barely eating and fussy. His sleep pattern is way off. He is taking cat naps during the day(no more two hour naps) and at night he has been waking up like every hour or two and occassionally is unconsolable for 15-20 minute jags ); I have been trying oragel($7.00-rediculous), ice, and everything else to entertain him or console him but nothing seems to help. It has been rough..i have gotten about three-five hours of sleep every night! I need a good night sleep so badly!
Then my mom had a friend of the family pass away and she needed to make most of the food for 75 people(for the church dinner after the funeral)with only 1 days notice. So i volunteered to do the desserts and with my sister-in-law/best friend Tajee we spent all friday night baking desserts, 3 cakes, 2 brownies, vanilla pudding...then frosting it all and making it presentable! I am still doing dishes from it! hehe...but it was all worth it because they said everything was wonderfully done and went smothly.
Then today we had to get hailey's hair cut(so cute) and we went to the zoo to visit the new amazonia. I went a couple of weeks ago but it is so cool we wanted to go again. Also Tajee and Jasmine hadn't been to the Amazonia part yet. It was nice but very, very, very tiring (o'yeah and HOT!!!)to walk and push both kids in the stroller. We added up the total weight with everything and it is about 150 lbs to lug around. The hills are killer and having the new entrance at the back side of the zoo it is a much longer day! My feet and back are killing me, but it was a great workout. I should go weekly and use it as a weigh loss trick. Luckily it seemed to wear hailey out because she is asleep(finally)..she was a big pain in my booty today....her attitude flaired up and i almost lost it...well maybe i did a couple of times....woops....so hopefully she will be rested for tomorrow and not such a crab.
I have to work Nursery at church in the morning so we have to be there by 8:00. That means i need to get them feed and ready by at least 6 am....and then we won't be done until 12:00. Luckily we are eating lunch at my mom's tomorrow and having left overs from the funeral so no cooking..then hopefully i can sit and relax for awhile....Or not!!
I have gotten a great deal accomplished above and beyond all of this..somehow i drastically cleaned out Jason's side of the closet...i think he had clothes in there from high school.....I have two very large boxes filled with clothes and his closet totally organized. It looks so good!! Hopefully he will be happy i did it..you never know with men..he hates when i move his stuff. I am constantly organizing(or as he puts it moving things to unknown places-hehe). Also our room has been decluttered and lots of the boxes have been filled to get ready for moving.
Then Tajee brought me a butt load of clothes for the kids. It was so sosososososososo sweet! I love her! I had bought most of Grant's wardrobe for this winter in Edinberg last year but still needed quite a bit of everyday stuff and she brougth me a wardrobe fit for a king. Basically his dresser is now overflowing...wow!! The only thing i still need for him are socks and a couple of nice t-shirts/long or short sleeve from Gap or somewhere to fill in the gaps. Then a jacket, mittens, hat..but she said she probably has all that also. It is nice to have someone to pass clothes down to me instead of me being the one giving our stuff away.
Then hailey got alot of stuff also. She still needs sooo much stuff since she is in school and needs a hefty wardrobe but basically all her jeans and sweaters are bought. Now i can focus on the cute outfits from gymboree or gap..so excited, i love to shop. But then again she also needs a new shoe wardrobe..boots, t-shoes, mary janes, black/brown dress shoes..ect. and a winter coat, hat, gloves! I am excited! Her closet/drawers and grant's are totally clean, decluttered, and old/small clothes have been removed! They are still overflowing but i like it that way! She also needs big bows.....lots of them in every color. I need to find a new store that sells them. Does anyone know a good place to get them? Most of the stores i have previously bought them from have closed down. Maybe i will buy them online this time..i am going to get off here and go check out ebay..another one of the things that is horribly addicting...
o'yeah..hailey organized her own underwear and sock drawer..color coded them and all in rows just like i have everything else. I was so proud of her. Maybe my kid's can be neat freaks like me....i love it! Another thing that make sme love my darling pain in the booty daughter!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)